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March 2nd, 2007

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03:26 pm - I'm back, for awhile
I still don't want to get sucked into this thing, like so many are now getting sucked into evil MySpace (how do they find the time?), but I need it right now.  This is what I wrote to Brian, and I want to post it in order to remember better:

"Cool.  I am trying to study right now, not doing a very good job of it and feeling a bit like crap, although I should be happy because by chance I caught another one of my professors in his office during an unusual time for him, so I was able to ask him right there if he could write me a letter and he said yes.  Instead, I feel like a beaten dog, cowardly and unworthy.  I am just so tired.  I cannot even get ahold of the other professor who was supposed to write it for me.  
This instructor [in the computer] lab just made fun of herself, trying to get the class to laugh because she made a mistake or something.  She was the only one laughing.  I have heard professors act this way before, trying to impress their students and failing and it makes me feel good.  It reminds me that we are all just children, seeking love.  That can be so difficult to see when we are in the thick of it all, so it's a nice reminder.  Ok, I feel better.  What time would you like to leave?"
Current Mood: calmsoothed

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